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01 December 2009

a tiempo = on time

When I become an attending physician Im going to do things differently. Im going to take a true interest in my students. I am going to teach them clinical skill, get to know them and treat them like adults by holding them accountable for things. I dont think its too much to ask for people to be places on time. Its not a big deal for people to be professional, look professional and act professional. I mean damn, what are we really here for? When are people gonna cut the crap and stop the bull. When are people gonna grow up?

I've had some trouble in my rotation, because when it comes down to it, a lot of people lack professionalism and couth. There are people who, though i really dont want to judge, arent in this for the right reasons. I say that because if they were, it wouldnt be like pulling teeth for them to be where they are supposed to be and to put in the duty hours that are expected of them. When I become an attending, i will keep my service efficient  and i will stay on top of things. No one will ever be able to say that I didnt let them know what was expected, its enough that we have to learn beaucoup info about these medical specialties in a short time, while working more than 8 hour days and q4 calls in the clinics or on the wards.

As an attending I will have the responsibilites of the students clearly delineated and I will let them know where they have to be. People will know when and where they have to be all the time. That way if someone is absent, it willful. I will not tolerate blatant disrespect, in the form of lateness. I just dont get it, It REALLY doesnt take that much to get to where you gotta go in the morning. Because, real talk, if you can be other places on time [clubs, parties, movies or where ever the hell you slither off to...] you can bring your ass to the hospital on time.

Its just not that hard. Do what you have to. bottom line and  I know as an attending I will be the rebel. I will lay things out, make their responsibilities clear, and i will do my best to see everyone in action to give a real thorough and thoughtful evaluation. I will keep my same amiable personality and encourage students while at the same time not caudal them or even raise my voice when something goes awry.

I dont know, I guess its just the frustrations that I am dealing with. But I am really going to turn things around for this OB rotation. I know its not gonna be one of my favorites [material wise and time wise] but I really want to pass this one with honors, so If it takes less sleep and earlier mornings, So be it. I can do this and I will do this...

Ok time to go to bed, i got a long day ahead of me

buenas noches

Julian

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